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Growing Pains

by Xzela

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1.
Xzela: Drowned in your ocean I was weighed down, I was too heavy from the pain I was holdin We were too young and we only saw love, I thought we'd grow old and I was wrong, I was wrong Always wonderin why we couldn't get the fuck along Nothin wrong with some boundaries, they weren't there when you found me But I'm one with my surroundings, I'll adapt to what's around me I know power, I know pleasure, I know joy, and I know pain You'll know everything I'm feeling by the way I say your name Devin Burgess: The distance I'd travel for you is ridiculous, all of this bickerin, shutting me out Makin me timid with women I kick it with, all our predicaments linger around Really I wanna just see you around cuz I'm really at peace like I peaked on a cloud Cloudin my judgement cuz this isn't love anymore and to see you is bummin me out Shorty been actin too cold, she won't tell me what's attackin her soul How? When we was attached from the go Hours spent tryna gather what's broke Drownin when you got the power to float Shoutin for you to get back in this boat Fightin alone with love is an ocean, sometimes we all in the moment *cue seagulls and waves and shit*
2.
By Myself 00:59
I wanna be by myself I don't need nobody else (lmao this short as hell)
3.
Xzela: I'm in control and you hate it But you tried to break me and I don't appreciate it Finally I've got the upper hand, get a taste of your own medicine We both know you ain't heaven sent So I'll never be impressed again You wanna love me, I don't want nothin from you Luna Bruja: Is it a crime to want something real? And ain't it a shame you don't care how I feel Now it's all in the rearview, hang my heart on the mirror I've made up my mind, it's never been clearer
4.
I wish I could dog ear my life like a book First thing I'd do is think of how you look Saw you when you walked in, and you saw me too I had a diamond on my right cheek and so did you Par for the course, I went and fucked it all up And if you thought I was over it, I'm not and it sucks It's been ten years now and I've finally grown up A little late to the game and now I'm shit out of luck Do you remember the night I fought a girl on the stairs? You were holdin me back, I said "don't act like you care" Everybody knows that when I fight, I fight fair And I'd fight for you if I thought a chance was still there Well your new girlfriend's cute She really fits you Like a glove the way I wish I would do And no one will ever be you And I don't know if I'll ever see you again But just know No one will ever be you You're playin tonight with your band If I ever cross your mind, just know I'm still your biggest fan And while the pen's still in my hand, I just wanna say I'm sorry, wish I could do it all again Baby I'm just crazy Baby I been feelin anxious lately Maybe I'm just crazy baby I need your love to medicate me
5.
Flaw 02:56
I want a real love The kind that comes with no conditions I wanna be myself And know I don't need your permission I know what I want I know what I deserve Someone who loves my body, my mind, loves every curve Someone who thinks I'm the funniest Someone who doesn't tell me how to dress It's my body and it's my mind And I will find someone who doesn't wanna change me

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This is not a perfect piece of work. There's no hiding that this was recorded in my house. And that's my favorite part :)

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released February 3, 2023

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